Hospital

Hello everyone I have been gone for quite a while because I've been in hospital

Please don't ask me why because I am not prepared to talk about it, I'm utterly embarrassed with myself

But I just want to say something really quick...
NO problem deserves a "permanent solution"! Absolutely fucking nothing!
Your worth it and you are special in every dam way!
There is only one you, you can't be replaced so please don't do anything drastic no matter what ;m; I love EVERY single one of you my lovelies and I wouldn't be able to live with myself if any of you took your own lives.

You can now probably tell what this journal is about.... And why I've been in hospital but I am promising myself to get better
I am going to give In and go to therapy, start standing up for myself and smile <3 no one is EVER going to get the best if hannah Francis Goddard anymore <3

I love you my lovelies <3
Stay strong for me